AIESEC

After knowing that I may be granted a chance to apply for AIESEC internship, I am somehow happy and worried coz I have to pay about $1550 if I can finally work abroad. Even if I cannot work abroad, once I have passed some of the interviews, I still have to pay about $1050... To me, $1050 or $1550 is really a big sum of money. I don't think I can afford it. But I really want to work in Japan and live in Japan once more...